Reminder

This is a very important reminder for something that will definitely happen but you’re not sure when.

-At church in an evangelistic event. Sunday. All the dead people she knows. Friends and family and conocidos de largo tiempo xD (that’s a tip for you in case you forgot. Now remember!)
-He must get on one knee and there must be a ring involved. A real one.
-YOU must make sure she has her nails done: Make sure constantly she has her nails done. So that doesn’t tip her off.
-ALL of it must be a SURPRISE.

That’s all. Don’t forget what I’m talking about. Alejandrina from December 2018 has a terrible memory so I hope you remember this at whatever year you need it.
I trust you Alejandrina del futuro. She trusts you too.

Can we pretend?

For God’s sake, dear

“Just say yes” me identifica tanto ahora. Just say there’s nothing holding you back, it’s not a test, nor a trick of the mind, only love.
Coz’ I’m acking and I know you are too.

Except I don’t. Maybe you’re not acking. And I’m the only one in love, like that Adele song.
Ugh this time sucks, I wish I knew how you feel. I wish I knew if you want this as much as I do. I wish I didn’t have to fight these thoughts every night. I’m not well.

There are few of us who are secure enough to be within love without proper encouragement

Charlotte Lucas was such a smart Austen character.

Sometimes I wonder if your encouragement is "proper"

I wonder if mine is...

But that is when I'm alone, at home...at night

that is now.

Coz' when I see you

Oh boy how easy it is to be within love then!

Your eyes, hair, freckles and smile seem encouragement enough

the way you speak about God and His children

when you reach out to take my hand across the table

I can almost hear my heart sing 

it sings a happy, simple song

a song about spring, and hearts and dogs and sunshine

a song about happy endings and merry beginings

a song about smiling babies and family dinners

about church mornings and late night prayers

about you and me growing old together.

And then we say goodbye...

and I come back to now

2018, July.

And we're not there yet

But maybe with proper encouragement...

Don't go wasting your emotion

Lay all your love on me 🎵

Dang that's a good song.